A new idea

well for a while i decided blogs were somewhat...weird. it's almost like a journal basically being published on the internet, which i find perfectly fine... but for me, i know that hardly anyone ever reads this if anyone at all so i just write it for my own personal gain. i have found that when i write down my feelings it makes me feel happier, and for some reason invites the spirit. i cannot explain how much of a difference things change when doing this. i know, call me a freak, but its the truth. i can't write much..but i figured i'd start out...